He could feel her warm breath against his shoulder, heat
radiating from her body beneath him.
Having wanted this for so long it was difficult to comprehend what had
just happened, and it had been even better than he imagined it could be. After a few moments of just wanting to remain
within her forever, he lifted his head and looked down at the beautiful face
looking back at him.
Her brown eyes reflected the awe and love he was feeling,
and he couldn’t help but lean down and place a few more gentle kisses against
her lips. When he finally pulled away again,
her quiet voice broke the silence. “I’m
sorry.”
For a brief, terrifying moment he wondered if she had
regretted what they had just shared and he wasn’t sure he could handle it if
she did. But her face and the fact that
her fingers were still playing with the sweat dampened hair at the back of his
neck told him that he had nothing to worry about. “For what?”
There was the slightest hint of a smile in her lips when she
replied, “For not doing this sooner.”
His body relaxed and he let out a slight laugh and smiled as
he bent down to nibble on her ear and whisper, “It’s all right. I know exactly how you can make it up to me.”
Her body wrapped around his again pulling him tightly
against her as they went about making up for lost time for the rest of the
evening before finally falling into an exhausted sleep.
When he awoke with her warm body in his arms he had to
wonder if it had only been a dream until she stirred and smiled at him and
kissed him good morning. “So,” Leia
began. “What are we going to do now?”
“We still have another week of marriage counseling.”
She leaned up against her hand. “I think I’ve had enough of marriage
counseling.”
His eyebrows raised.
“Is that so?”
She nodded. “You
know, after we watched that holo, I remembered the rest of that night.” She paused, waiting for a reaction, but not
getting any before continuing. “I
remembered when we went to that room and all I wanted was to do, well, this, with you. And then I remembered when you wrapped me up
in the blanket and put me to bed. Why
did you do that?”
The pain and frustration he had felt that evening had now
been completely evaporated after the previous evening, but he certainly
remembered the rush of thoughts that had run through his head. “Leia, I have wanted this with you for a long
time. But if it happened… when it happened, I needed to know that
you wanted it just as much as I did.
That you wouldn’t regret it for one second, and that your head was clear
and this was you making that
decision.”
Her hand came up to cup his cheek and already he was
thoroughly enjoying even the slightest bits of physical affection from
her. “I think this is what I really
wanted all along. I’m sorry it took me
so long to admit it.”
“Just don’t deny it ever again. I’m a patient man, but I’m not that patient.” He reached over and felt the smoothness of
her hair as he gently stroked it. “I do
love you, though.”
“I love you, too,” she said with a smile that he knew he’d
never get tired of seeing.
“So, then maybe we should forget about this counseling thing
and stop treating our marriage like the biggest mistake of our lives. Go back to the Alliance, get on with our
lives and just see what happens from there.”
It seemed like an extreme statement to make. And for a moment he wondered if she would
panic, but instead she smiled and leaned in close to him and whispered, “I
think I’d like that,” before pulling him in for another kiss and then
continuing their trend of making up for lost time.
When their need for food and showers became too overwhelming
to bear, they finally left the sanctuary of the captain’s quarters and decided
to go break the news to the counseling group.
For the first time since they’d been on that planet they walked hand in
hand, smiling and laughing as they went.
Why had they waited so long to do this?
The day’s session had already been underway for more than an
hour, and when the couple entered the room they were greeted with a knowing
smile from Ava along with a few similar ones from other members of the
group. One notable exception was Lohree,
who was looking at Leia like she was trying to strike her dead by sheer force
of will. Han gripped Leia’s hand a
little tighter.
“Mr. and Mrs. Solo,” Ava said. “So good of you to join us.”
“Actually,” Han said, “we came to say that we won’t be
joining you.”
“Is that so?” Ava asked, but Han could tell she knew exactly
where this was going.
Han nodded and said, “We completed our special assignment,
and it turns out you were right. We’re
going to give this marriage thing another shot.”
“I’m so happy to hear it,” she replied. “I am glad any time a couple from my group
has a change of heart. I had a good
feeling about you two.”
“I’m starting to see that, too,” Leia said as she looked up
and smiled at Han.
“Well, you need nothing further from me. You are free to go. And I sincerely hope that I never see you
again,” she said with a smile as she reached out to shake both of their hands.
“Same here,” Han said and then pulled Leia along with him
out the door.
“That was fun,” she said as soon as they were alone again in
the hallway. “Can you give me a
second? I just need to go use the
‘fresher.”
Han nodded as she disappeared around the corner.
It didn’t take long for him to hear another female voice
behind him. “Hey,” she said, and Han
turned to see a disappointed looking Lohree looking up at him.
“Hey, yourself,” Han replied, suddenly incredibly grateful
for walking out on that woman the previous night.
“What happened? Your
wife would barely look at you before.
You can’t possibly believe that things are going to be any different.”
“Actually I’m pretty sure they’re going to be a lot
different. You don’t know her like I
do.”
“I know what I see.”
“So do I,” Han said, this time not talking about his own
marriage. “Look, I know you and your
husband are miserable but we’re different.”
“No you’re not.
You’re just like the rest of us.
Your wife is going to go right back to being cold and distant. You have no idea what you’re missing with
me.”
Before Han could respond he heard a familiar voice behind
him. “I think you need to step away from
my husband.”
Han turned to see Leia giving Lohree the kind of icy glare
she’d have given him not so long ago. It
was almost humorous to see Leia acting jealous over him, and he decided it
would be fun to see what she was going to say.
She slid up against his side and took his arm, ensuring that
both women knew who he was really with.
“Maybe you should let him decide,” Lohree said and both
women looked up to Han.
Han simply put his arm around Leia’s shoulders and pulled
her even closer. Lohree’s skin became
visibly redder.
“You know she won’t keep you satisfied.”
Before Han could protest, Leia stepped forward and stated
simply and clearly, “You, of all people, have no right to say anything about
anyone’s marriage. Anyone who knew you
for ten minutes would know exactly why you married your husband, and I’m sorry
that you’re so unhappy, but that’s your own fault. And I intend to keep him completely satisfied.”
To illustrate her point definitively, Leia turned and pulled
Han down into a deep, long kiss. He
complied without objection, pulling her body flush against his and feeling her
hands gripping at his hair. If this was
what it was going to be like to be happily married to Leia, he wasn’t going to
complain.
Somewhere in the midst of the kiss Han could hear Lohree
indignantly stomping back into the room, but he and Leia had forgotten where
they even were. Eventually Leia finally
pulled away and Han kept her close when he said, “You sure told her.”
Leia simply laughed.
“I guess we need to go back and explain to Chewie. And then we need to get back to the
Alliance.”
“You know, they’re not expecting us for another week. And I know this hotel room we spent a night
in but didn’t get to spend our wedding night properly.”
Her eyes lit up. “If
we’re not careful I think we might hurt ourselves with all of this making up
for lost time.”
“I’m willing to take that risk. Now let’s go, Mrs. Solo.”
She smiled and wrapped her arms around him as they walked
off.
OMFG, I have so been waiting for this! Beautifully written, deeply emotional. I rarely cry over anything, but this story has affected me to the point where I feel my eyes mist over.
ReplyDeleteI'm curious to see what happens next, but oh, this was such a treat!
Awww, aren't they so sweet? Loving them even more now they've finally got their act together. Like how Leia was sorry that they didn't get jiggy with it a lot sooner. Nice touch having them go back to the counselling and pissing off Lohree like that. Yay!
ReplyDeleteI keep hoping for more, but it must be so near the end now. :(
Awesome chapter, Zyra.
Loved their post coital bliss.
ReplyDeleteI really loved jealous/possessive Leia! We never get to see her openly play that (it's usually Han doing it or Leia hiding it because she's all ready fighting her hidden feelings for Han).
Great chapter! Is this the end, or can we look forward to all kinds of fallout when they return??
ReplyDeleteThat's piqued my interest. I'd love to see them come back to the Alliance with this news and see the reactions (both H/L's and everyone else's). Sorry if I'm rooting for a encore epilogue when you've probably all ready done your finale (and a great fun one at that!).
DeleteI'm glad they are finally able to recognize their mutual feelings without misunderstandings or disruptive incidents! But you can stretch this wonderful story for as long as you want because I am far from being tired of it (to the contrary) and you would make this avid reader very happy ...
ReplyDeleteSorry late in reviewing. This was such a nice chapter. Really nice to see them work things out. And very curious to know what everyone's reactions will be when they get back. I hope that's not quite the end. :)
ReplyDeleteLoved the part when Han says he's a patient man, but not that patient. And when Leia kissed him in front of Lohree he wouldn't complain if this is what being happily married to Leia would be like. Adorable!
Is that the end? If so, I am sorry to see it over, but that was a lovely chapter and a nice note on which to end. Or maybe we will see their explanations to Luke and the rest. Fun story... I really enjoyed it.
ReplyDeleteThanks, guys. Glad you liked it. I have to admit it actually felt weird writing them all mushy and in love at this point after having been at each other's throats for the entire rest of the story.
ReplyDeleteAs for whether or not this is the end, I suppose that's up to Push. I think it needs at least 1 more chapter but not sure on taking it further. That would really be a problem for my plans on not writing anymore ;)
Not writing any more for this story, or not writing at all? I'd certainly miss it if you stopped writing!
ReplyDeleteAgreed. I hope you mean just the joint story, Zyra.
DeleteIt's great to see them finally getting along after all. And yeah, suck it, Lohree! Well, not literally...great chapter, Z. I really do hope we get an ounce more though. ;)
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